When rejected even after the performance!

Even Hanumanjee doubted hjs abilities until reminded by Jambuvant that he was the son of Vayu and could fly across the seas to Shri Lanka. When in doubtI always approach the Jambuvant in me to tell me whether I have it in me .That is the only moment I have self-doubts but the next moment I am away acrss the Gulf of Mannar with an ear-piercing shrill cry. In many cases I have experienced that it is this cry that unnerves the opponent or the problem before me.When I come back after aciving what I had set out for I am again surfrounded by self-doubts if indeed it was I who achieved the feat. TheHanuman Chalisaa they all sing in my praise sounds so very uncomfortable .